I'm in dilemma, I feel so heavy. First, I feel really bad because I'm still using my parent's money. I'm at the age where I'm supposedly the one who give them money. Now, I'm continuing my studies and the fee is extremely expensive ( for me). My university I'm enrolled is the cheapest university in terms of fees in this country. Yet, the burden is still heavy for people like us. My dad was retired, and I'm using half of his savings for myself.
People asked me to find job, but I can't do many jobs at a time. I'll be seriously screw ups. I'm so terrified with the word "fail". It's an extreme nightmare and can't handle it anymore. Been fail so many times before and the feelings still exist. Now, migraine is kinda a part of my life n when it mixed with stress headache, you'll not become yourself anymore. It's a zombie.
@;-BTB# :D
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